Faith Quest Uganda

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Nobody warned me just how long it would take to recover from time zones, fatigue, and jet lag...truth is, I'm still waiting to see how long it will take!  On our last night in Uganda, I got extremely sick...the whole 9 yards...it was AWESOME!! I had a room alone in a different building than my team, a shared bathroom....not only shared with other guests, but shared with the 3 inch grasshoppers everywhere, and I was too sick to even find my alarm clock, so I slept with the light on all night hoping it would keep me from oversleeping.  Around 2am I was finally able to turn out the light and catch about 3 hours sleep before getting up to catch our flight.  Needless to say I was weak and exhausted and wanted nothing more than to be home.  I cried when I boarded the plane knowing that we were headed towards home, family, and familiarity.  Don't get me wrong, I loved my experiences, but unfortunately my tummy never quite adjusted.  Bob thinks I've lost about 10-15 pounds. That sounds great, but the Ugandan diet is difficult...I'd rather be fat and feel good! :)  At the time of this post, Zach and I are still having tummy issues.

  By the time I reached my house, I had been up for almost 24 hours....whew.  I got up and went to church then slept almost the rest of the day.  I have slept soooo much! I tried to explain it to Bob..who by the way has been very patient through it all.  It's like you HAVE to sleep...there is no option!  My clock is all messed up and no amount of sleep seems to be enough.  I would go to bed around 7:00 or 8:00 pm and wake up at 5:00am hungry.  Bob and I tried to go on a "date night" for 3 days in a row, but I could never stay up long enough.  We were going to go to dinner and a movie on Tuesday, but I was so exhausted after showering and getting ready that we ended up staying home. Sad.  We decided to go to a matinee instead because I'm awake in the early afternoon! :)  The other night I wanted to take a quick cat nap so I could stay up with my family so I layed down around 7pm.  I woke up at 9pm and was so confused!  I forgot that it was nighttime, but I knew that it shouldn't be so dark out for 9am.  So weird!!  Anyway, today is Friday and I am beginning to feel like myself again. My humor is slowly coming back and the fog is lifting. Yay!

  The other peice is processing the whole experience. There is a lot to that. I have had many emotions over this past week. I've questioned if I did enough...was I of any value....Johno and Dawnette had warned me that the first week home can be emotional...great advice that I understand with clarity now.  Everyone understandably wants to hear about our experiences, but I think in some ways, I've hesitated in saying too much until I have more time to digest it myself. Yesterday I sat down and went through my photos and smiled. What beautiful people I've met...what a great experience, both difficult and rewarding.  I know as I have more time to process, things will be clearer. 

  Janet

Posted May 21, 2010 by email 

Hannah and Zakalyia

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Here's a photo of two of my kids.

peace
Johno~

blessings and...

What a day!  Heavily packed with joy and tears. 

It began this morning as Hannah and I were picked up by World Vision and set out to meet our sponsored child Zakalyia.  Our driver had to make a stop and pick up his tire that he replaced while on his way to pick us up.  We headed out to Bundibugyo which is on the way to Rwebasango.  The road drops about 5000 feet into the low lands.  It’s hotter and dryer.  It’s also very close to the boarder of Congo. 

It is a busy road.  Barely enough room for one car, let alone, buses, taxis, cattle trucks and us… World Vision Land Rover.  It was on our way down that we saw a soldier who crossed his arms.  I heard our WV staff member say, “Is the road closed?”  My stomach sank.  How could this be?  We’ve driven all this way.  We can walk…  that was my thought.  But, as we drove, we didn’t see any road block… Until, we rounded a curve and were met with many vehicles.  There were lots of people and many were gathering around a large semi that failed to make a turn and now the backside was hanging off a cliff.  If that wasn’t bad enough, a smaller vehicle tried to get around and ended up getting stuck too.

Our WV staff person called the office and they sent a car from the other side to pick us up.  We walked down and around the incident a ways and found a nice shade spot and parked ourselves and waited for our 2nd driver.  He rolled up in a 4 door sedan.  We placed our packs in the trunk and off we went.

He was taking us to the WV offices in charge of our Area Development Program (ADP).  I was amazed that our driver was able to drive the road to the offices.  I thought for sure we are getting stuck but that was not the case.  On arriving we were given a small tour of the WV offices in charge of 3 ADP’s. We met the staff in charge of sponsorship program and were asked to sit and wait while they thought of a way to get us to our child since our vehicle was not stuck behind a lot of other folks.  We were then informed that the car wouldn’t be able to make it to where our sponsor child is…  They said, “The only way we can get you there is by motor bike.”  Well, if that’s what we have to do.  So Hannah and I jumped on the back of some boda bodas and headed into the mountain region to make our visit. 

It was a fun ride… for Hannah.  All  I could think of was, “Her mother is going to kill me.”  We went up hill and down hill, up, up hill and down.  It was a bit longer than I expected.  We arrived at the pathway to Zak’s home and started our climb.  Through the coca trees we found homes and then we found little Zaks home.  I saw him immediately. He looked just like his picture.  I shook his hand and he invited Hannah and I into his home.

We were welcomed by his Father,  Kiiza, Mohammad Katsirombi.  We sat at a table prepared for us with little stools to sit on.  Everything was covered in a nice table cloth with red roses embroidered in it.  We were gathered, along with many neighbors, with Zak’s family.  It was a special day.  His BIRTHDAY!  Yes, today is Zak’s 8th birthday.  However, Ugandans don’t celebrate birthdays, so when we put up the banner that said, “Happy Birthday” I’m not sure he understood what we were trying to say.

We opened up his backpack and started handing out gifts.  It was a blast.  I mean, how exciting to meet your sponsored child?  After handing out the gifts, we played soccer for a bit, blew bubbles (not sure they got the idea of that one as well as we hoped) and laughed.

We told them we pray for them every night and the father told us that he to prays for us.  We said our goodbyes and loaded up on the bikes and headed back.  On our return, the car that had dropped us off before was gone, so we had to ride the bikes again to the wreck and cross over to our transportation on the other side.  It was a long ride back.  I have many thoughts, none that I will share for now.  This is the short version.

We made it back to Fort Portal in time to meet up with the other team who had been visiting in a near by village.  They were attacked by a cobra that was in a tree.   Well, not attacked but it did “jump” according to them, from one tree to another.  They tried to find it and kill it but had not luck.  Upon meeting Jeff took us to by cookies so we could visit the children’s clinic in town to pray and give cookies.

I must say the clinic/hospital for kids is amazingly remodeled.  I could hardly believe it when I stepped in.  It looks great.  However, it is still sub par for the care that is needed there.  Many children simply have Malaria and need treatment.  Some have TB, others have broken a limb and some burned.

This is where my heart breaks.  After a wonderful day with such a healthy  boy, I met two kids, Joseph and Juliet in the burn unit.  I must say, I wept tonight for them. Juliet shook with pain as her mother showed us the burns that resulted in spilling a large pot of soup into her lap.  Her lower stomach, private area and upper leg were seriously burned.  We gave her cookies and she clutched them to her chest and stared at the ceiling. Joseph was rough housing with his siblings and ran into the boiling pot set on the fire.  He flip into it head first and the pot turned over onto him.

While I was standing there, his mother uncovered him from dirty sheets and lifted him out of bed so he could pee into a plastic basin.  I can’t even type this without tears.  This poor child, who most likely will die to infection, just wanted to play with his siblings and now he can barley stand to go to the bathroom which is no bathroom at all.  I suppose it’s so difficult because all I can see is my little boy. No mother or father or child should ever have to endure this suffering.  Jesus remove this suffering in a way that only YOU can.

All we had to offer was prayer and cookie packs, which this child couldn’t even eat due to his burned face and mouth.  I HATE this suffering.  My heart is broke.

“Help me God to have a heart that is broken by the things that break Your heart..”

If you find yourself reading this blog, do me a favor and hug your children.  I miss mine so much.  I feel so helpless.

“I’ve commanded you to be strong and brave.  Don’t ever be afraid or discouraged!  I am the LORD your God, and I will be there to help you wherever you go.”

--Joshua 1:9 CEV

Please help me Lord.

Johno~

How Do You Explain....How Do You Describe?

So how do you explain what it feels like to experience Faith Quest Uganda for the first time?  In order to not consume the entire blog space I will try to give strictly the hi-lights.  First you should know that there was much rain which produced much mud...red mud. After Johno tried to flip our truck on the way out, we were then stopped on the narrow road...I say road in the generalist term possible...by a bus that had gotten stuck in the Grand Canyon of dips. After waiting forever, they worked their way out and we were able to move on. Not even 3 minutes down the road, they were stuck again! Hannah T. and I decided to walk in, (with skirts on, mind you) and our shoes weighed 40 pounds each after they were caked in mud. We were the only staff, and white people at camp when we arrived.  Nothing was ready due to mud and the inability to bring supplies in.  Then, as if it couldn't get more difficult, it was dark and began to pour. All of our trunks and supplies were crammed into a mud hut...AKA, Staff Cabin (which I was so thankful to have) but the rain made the mud begin to come running into our room.  Then the roof started to leak in various areas so we had to keep moving our things to protect them.  I won't even tell you what I saw in the "staff" bathrooms (which were being used by non-staff...at least I hope!) , but needless to say...this was my culture shock moment.  I wanted to cry and rock in a corner.  We called it a night after the work was done and we all went to sleep after we cleaned all of the mud off our bodies with baby wipes.  Day one...stressful and overwhelming.  But, the Lord is so good and he hears our prayers. I slept well surprisingly, and God blessed us with a dry sunny day the next day.  Relationships were building and conversations began to take place.  The kids were so gracious and inviting, wanting to spend time with us. Some hi-lites: I shared sugar cain with Samuel (our Samuel) and 2 young women. They talked with me about the demands of their culture, traditions, and tribes. They shared how difficult it is for young people to marry due to all the financial expectations placed on the couple. We also got to witness amazing worship...in many languages, and performances. One of my favorite things was around the campfire at night when they would worship in a whole new way.  It felt very similar to Native-American dances.  A girl names Faith from Jinja taught Zach and I some of the dance moves.  We decided to teach her some of our awesome ways...(not really awesome) but all the kids were glued to our "moves" and were determined to learn them.  It was a lot of fun, and soon a whole new circle of African youth were around us. I also love that during their free time we would hear them praising in the dining hall without any "staff" leading them. They were very motivated to worship. Finally, I was blessed to witness my son speak as a keynote. He has done many short talks, but to have a lesson for teens in a foreign culture was challenging, but he rose to the challenge and did a great job. He was a hit with the kids! What a blessing...these youth are very similar to our teens.  I'm so thankful that I was able to experience FQ Uganda!  My final blessing...coming back to the Inn and taking my first shower in 4 long, dirty days!  God bless indoor plumbing!

Janet

Posted May 9, 2010 by email 

It's really difficult to put into words.

Amazingly the week at Faith Quest Uganda has passed.  The week started in heavy rain... mud... mud... and more mud.  Vehicles stuck.  Huts incomplete for campers.  Water source non existent...  Toilets defiled... Yet, God was there in the midst of this insanity.  By the start of Faith Quest we were at our end, which is a good thing that the theme for the week was BACKWARDS!  If it was going to go wrong, chances were that it did.  Even when we set up our tents in our hut the roof started to leak all over our luggage.  Water was pouring in through the doorway and since our hut was mad from mud, I didn't think it would hold up to the pounding rain.  I thought for sure it would collapse any moment.

But, in spite of all the difficulty and us, God was there to do the great things.  

Tuesday had a bit more rain, but not as much as to start building an ark.  We adjusted, like good africans, and had some sharing time with the students and a few classes.

Ugandan students love to sing and dance, we could learn a lot about the joy the Lord gives to those who truly seek him.

During the week I turned 40.  I've considered the past few years of my life as walking in the desert...  I'm not sure why.  I've not had to wander physically, but I've been on a journey spiritually.  Not that I've had to live on manna (what is this)?  Yet, spiritually, I've eaten things and I've thought, "what is this?"  

What was it like for a generation to walk in the desert for 40 years and then have God say, "OK, now is the time to go and take the promise land."  This is where I feel I am.  So I look to what the Lord told Joshua.  Here is what He said...

"I’ve commanded you to be strong and brave. Don’t ever be afraid or discouraged! I am the Lord your God, and I will be there to help you wherever you go."

What powerful words.  So here I am, 40 and a world away.  How can I live my life Strong and Brave?  What does that look like wherever I go?

My prayer is that the days left here will be won for the Lord.  That walls will be torn down and that I will be a messenger of the promise the Lord gave long ago.  Jesus is working hard on lives here.  The enemy is real, but we can overcome.  

So, tomorrow we will have a day of rest just in time to kick off Monday.  I plan to meet with a World Vision Rep to arrange my sponsorship visit.  I hope we find time for others to blog about their experiences.  They have lots of stories too.

peace.
johno~

We Love Faith Quest Uganda

This has been a wonderful week. We can hardly believe the time has
flown by. The kids have wonderful spirits and their songs are
amazing. Glory to God.
We will clean up as soon as possible tomorrow and return to Fort Portal.

We look forward to showers and toilets.

Jesus, bless the youth of Uganda to make this a great nation.

peace.
johno~

First full day at Faith Quest Uganda

Well, our first full day at camp is going well. We've readjusted the
schedule several times... it's an African thing. The teens are
singing and praising God even though we've been rained on and mud is
covering the landscape.

African mud clumps to your shoes and you grow in hight and gain about
10 pounds... all due to mud.

Hannah (Hannah Texas Walker Ranger) is a trooper. She's always
jumping in to new experiences. Yesterday she had the idea to rally
the troops to return to camp a 10,000 liter tank that was dropped off
on the side of the road. Workers had intended to deliver it to camp
but were unable to pass due to a service truck stuck in the single
lane road. They just pushed it off the truck and left.)

Hannah and Greg returned it to camp. However, the Jinja bus was stuck
in the same place as the service truck got stuck, which was just
pulled out 2 hours earlier. We told them they would not be able to
pass, however, they didn't listen. They made it though but ended up
stuck again another 100 yards down the road.

I was in the Hilux (a ratty true african 4x4) with Hannah T. and
Janet. Jeff and Zach had managed the trail just before Jinja.

Greg, earlier in the day paddled a boat across lake Saka with supplies.

We've all been working hard. We're dirty and damp. However, God is
good. These young people are hungry for the Lord.

Everyone is doing well and I'm glad I have this connection here at
camp for the moment... forgive my grammar and spelling... i'm typing
fast.

It is beautiful here. Monkeys are in the trees and the sun is setting.
Clouds on the horizon could be a sign of storms tonight.

We are blessed.
We love you all.
peace.
the team~

On Monday...

Well, we've finished our Monday and it was full of wonderful experiences.  Well, for some that is.

Last night I had a really difficult dream... my first in a long time.  Must be the Larium.  Anyhow, I woke up just before 6 AM and realized I would/could not fall back to sleep, so I did a little study on my lessons.

Jeff and Andrew have been working hard on getting the camp ready.  At lunch I discovered that ALL of the missionaries that said they were coming to Faith Quest are not.  It will be Jeff, Andrew and Cheryl... and six white people from the Northwest America.   Very concerning as there should be a couple hundred students there.  Building at camp Saka has fallen to a snail pace.  Rain makes things difficult around here.

As it poured "Africa" rains, Janet, Hannah and My Hannah danced in the downpour. It was fun to watch.  I, however, sat on my be counting money and looking at receipts.  It seems as if the rain at camp created some serious mud and our supply truck became stuck in the mud.  Most of the work crew spent the entire work day trying to get it out... It's still stuck.  This truck is blocking the main road to camp.  This will prevent any vehicles from getting into camp Saka.  Including the water truck and the food supply.  We ordered a 10,000 gallon tank to be delivered to camp.  The delivery truck came today to deliver it but was unable due to our vehicle stuck in the middle of the road.  So, they just pushed the tank off the side of the rig and left.  Now we have a 10,000 gallon tank we have to try to get to camp in a truck that's stuck.

Several village churches showed up today to do some work to help pay for camp... Yet, they didn't bring any food for themselves when they were specifically told they would need to provide for all their meals prior to camp starting.

None of the "cabin" huts are finished, which means we will have to use tents, (in the rain). Problem, all the unfinished cabin huts are in the locations where the tents need to go. Is this sounding African yet?

Good news... I finally heard back from World Vision Uganda.  I have numbers to the ADP contact that will be handling my visit.  I will only be able to visit our boy Zackaliya...  Good enough.  I will give the WV worker gifts we brought for other children to be delivered.  So sorry we will miss seeing Lucy.  Next time.

Side note, I received an email from WV that said I would have to pay for the travel of the WV staff and meals $260 US!  Ummm.  It's about 4000 shillings, ($4) to take the bus from here to Bundibugyo.  I am looking into this to see if this is accurate.  If it is... I want a bargain!

It's a late night and we have a lot to do tomorrow.  Non of it will get finished I'm sure of it.  We only need to be ready to encourage the youth and bring them nothing else but Jesus.  He is the answer to the world.

Here are a few pictures I promised to post from yesterday.

We can feel your prayers.  Thank you all.  We love you.

Johno~

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Jumping Right In!!!

So this is day 3 for us in Uganda....and wow, there is just so much to share that I will just have to give you the hi-lites.  The flights and layover here were exhausting to say the least. The first flight we were chasing the sun, so even though it was the middle of the night for us, it was only dark for about an hour or so, then it was dusk. God gave us a beautiful full moon that seemed to be within reaching distance out our window. The next evening we got to witness an amazing lightning storm in the clouds that we were flying by. We arrived in Entembbe and seeing Jeff and Andrew was such a blessing.  Jeff must have seen the shock and awe on my face because he said, "your safe now. Don't worry."  I assumed incorrectly that we would be driving straight to the Inn to rest....NO!  After a morning of shopping and lunch, we headed toward Fort Portal.  Somehow I ended up being the only girl in Jeff's car, with Zach and Greg.  A little way down the road I realized that the double americano that Johno bought me was catching up and I needed a bathroom.  Oh you silly American girl who assumes there are restrooms.  There are none really and the drive was 4 hours to Fort Portal.  I was dying and Jeff pulled into a super clean...not....gas station and led us down to a falling down shack of a room and pointed to the hole in the ground...oh, but there was foot rests.:)  The scarier thing...I didn't even care because I had to go so bad.  So, I am an official missionary....I have conquered my fear! :)

The days have been full of beautiful new sights, sounds and experiences.  Yesterday was my favorite day traveling to Camp Saka and all the children that came running out of their homes or their fields to wave at us as we drove by.  They would wave and yell, "how are you? How are you?"  I want to scoop them up and give them bear hugs! The weather has been cool and rainy...a little like Portland. I love it. No sickness, thank God and sleep has been fairly consistent.  I have total peace, so I know our prayer warriors are praying. Thank you!  Church this morning was amazing by the way.  So many beautiful people....and a ton of children.  They are shy, respectful, and have a quiet spirit about them.  I got lots of smiles and "peek-a-boo" type interactions with many.  One little girl captured my heart so Jeff brought her over to let us meet her.  She knelt down a little and offered her hand for me to greet her. They rarely look in your eye, as is their custom.  Her name is Akiki....she's a jewel.  If I could bring children back with me, I would bring them all for you to meet.  I was so impressed with how they wore their best to church, and they traveled in extremely wet, muddy weather to get there.  All of their shoes were covered in mud...did I mention when it rains, it dumps!!!  They were there early and just sat quietly and waited.  We sang songs in English, and then in at least 5 other languages...one song leader!  He is amazing.  Apparently there is about 50 languages in Uganda. Andrew brought 2 truck loads of people as well, it's their version of the Joy bus!  It was a great service with numerous men serving. Jeff did a wonderful job sharing the Word and he's quite animated too!  Can't wait to see what God has in store for our remaining time. So much more to share, but so little time. We're off to the Cash's for dinner.  Love to you all, miss you tons. 

 

Janet Hailey

Posted May 2, 2010 by Faith Quest 

From Hannah Walker

So here I am in Africa! wow dreams do come true, this for those of you don't know me coming to Uganda has been a longing of my for the past three years and even though it might seem like a short wait it has been a life time for me. almost everyone has hero's in their life time and after hearing and seeing the work being done here in Uganda the missionaries here have been mine. the Cashs even though i did not know them at the time were amazing people to me because of the great work they do and the great faith they have to do it. then the Martins made that hard choice to leave everything behind to answer a higher calling and remember being in awe of what they were doing. now i am here with the two awesome families that have been my hero's over the past years and i am so much more impressed with who they are! these people have given up so much for Christ are here doing one of the hardest jobs a christian is called to do and they are doing above and beyond it. all the crap they have to go through and they are still so strong in the Lord. i guess what i am trying to say is i am truly blessed to be here serving with such awesome people, to learn a true servants heart from them. pray for us all and the days at Faith Quest Uganda still to come.

-Hannah Walker

Posted May 2, 2010 by Faith Quest